Sunday, August 17, 2008

Having Fun




I'm not sure I'll call it a midlife crisis so much as just a desire to splurge on myself a little (I know, that goes against everything I was ever taught) but I splurged on ME a little bit this week. Baby J is sporting my new cowgirl boots and showing us how to really get down and boogie - they've gotten a little bit of mileage and I'm surprised at how totally COMFY they are. Why didn't someone tell me about these long ago...I may not go back to flip-flops (HAH - some things will never change...besides, I also got a nice pedicure so how can I hide my toes all the time?!)

One Year


This is a picture of us at the cemetery this past Tuesday, August 12th. That was the 1 year anniversary of Ken's death and I am so proud of how well we did. I had several weepy days leading up to it but after a sweet blessing from Jared on Sunday I felt like I could face it as more of a celebration than something to dread.
It was a beautiful day. I did a session in the temple then met with Ken's family at the cemetery where we shared some peaceful moments. Mom had us over for dinner afterward and then shared with us some FABULOUS scrapbooks that she had put together for each of us. She had taken boxes and boxes of pictures, sorted and organized them and created copies for us. It was fun to go through the books and share tender moments and laughter.
Looking back it's hard to believe it has been a year - in some ways it seems longer, in other ways it seems like just last week... we have all made it through a year of firsts and I so appreciate all of my family and friends for their support during this time (and before). I'm doing great and the kids are, too.
One of my goals is that Jenelle will know her daddy through our memories. I look forward to looking forward while I carry loving tender memories in my heart and share them with the kids.
Love Ya!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

SHE DID IT - YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD


Yep, your good old Aunt/Friend/Sister Jackie went on a date! It was actually very fun and proved that I can do this - and ENJOY it...now I've got to figure out how to make that happen again!


Oh, yeah, and Jenelle's pretty much potty trained

now, the seat has found other uses - she doesn't even worry about falling in anymore.

It's been a week of great accomplishments and we're all very proud of ourselves ;-)